taking a step back. last night was another wake up call. and i guess it really sunk in this time. after a great night out with friends and my vegas trip right around the corner, i got a speeding ticket on my way home. and it’s crazy because i had some kind of “sixth sense” that i should have stayed at my friend’s house, not because i was drunk, but because of a “bad feeling.” it’s hard for me to explain, but it’s happened before and my “sixth sense” has been right. but i digress, i think it’s time for me to take a step back. i’ve started to seek aesthetic happiness rather than living the righteous life i tumblr about. inconsistency. that’s the word. i say (or type) one thing and do another. so i’m going to start focusing on making what i say match up with what i do. no more broken promises. no more “i’ll do it later.” no more procrastinating. no more unnecessary expenditures. the time is now. if i don’t act now, i’m not sure what will happen. i’m going to change myself for the better. starting today, i am re-evaluating myself and what i do.
